I'm in pain. Physical pain. I have tonsil in my mouth. It's hurt. Bloody hurt. Last night was the worst. I couldn't inhale or exhale. Anything I did, it hurt so bad. I couldn't even swallow my saliva. Too painful. When my friend texted me that he didn't buy the medicine for me, I broke down. I couldn't take the pain anymore. I rather be breathless than have to go through all this misery. At the end, I cried myself to sleep. I wish my dad is here. I wish my mom is here. Homesick, I am. Sick, I am. Thanks cousin for bringing me to the pharmacy. Hopefully, the antibiotic that I got is the correct one. Trials are coming. But I can't put my focus on. So, stay healthy, peeps.