Asked for Ayu and Nabila's help to check on the Jordan sisters at Balqis. Apparently, they're back and asleep but we had no idea how did they get in. Hanya mampu bersangka baik yang salah seorang daripada 'housemate' ku meminjamkan kunci kepada mereka.
Suddenly,
"Akak tak sedap hati lah. Macam mana dorang boleh masuk rumah? Macam mana kalau tu bukan dorang? Awak pasti ke?"
"Hm Saya pun tak tahu lah. Nanti saya cuba tanya Ayu ok."
Rang Ayu. Couldn't reach her. Panic slowly began to strike me.
Called K Fizah who was in Dublin.
"Akak, akak ada bagi kunci dekat Jordan sisters tak?"
"Tak ada pun. Kenapa?"
"Cuba tanya K Wa."
"K Wa pun tak bagi. Sumie, kenapa Sumie? Pintu tak terbuka kan?"
"Tak kot."
"Kenapa tak kot?"
"Eh, tak. Tak ada apa-apa."
Fear down the spine. "Tengah drama melayukah? Allahu Allah, lindungilah mereka."All those bad thoughts suddenly rushed inro my head. Tried to call them over and over and over again but no one answered. Once I couldn't even reach them at all. My calls went straight to the voice mailbox. Decided to go look for them. Debaran di dada hanya Tuhan sahaja yang tahu!
Was getting ready to go out when suddenly...
Knocks on the front door!
"Assalamualaikum."
"Ayu, awat hang tak angkat phone!"
"Sorry, phone silent."
And all was well. Alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah!
I couldn't be more grateful that they're safe.
Apparently, one of the Jordan sisters didn't go to the Hyde Park but they told me nothing. But alhamdulillah, whatever it is, I was so glad nothing bad happened to them.
Allahu Allah, sesungguhnya kepada Engkau sahajalah kami mohon perlindungan. Yakinlah akan perlindunganNya! :)
365 Days Of My Organised Life
Wrapped in Claire's.
I was overjoyed :D
Sumaiyah dear,
"Sesungguhnya ini ialah kemenangan yang agung. Untuk (kejayaan) seperti ini hendaklah orang-orang yang beramal melakukan amal usahanya dengan bersungguh-sungguh" (37:60-61)
All the best for the new term! xxx
I love you fillah, sis! x
And a week ago, she gave me this.
I only got to put it up yesterday.
I am soooooo gonna be organised in 2013!
InsyaAllah ;)
I am... spoilt.
Aku terlalu dimanjakan.
Situation #1
"Tak payah belajar. This 5th you must go to Tower Bridge with me."
"What? Pardon?!"
"We go to..."
"No, before that!"
"Tak payah belajar?"
"Wait, wait. Say it again. Nak record."
"Tak payah. I'll say it every day."
"Haha! Miracle!"
Situation #2
"Sumaiyah, do you want teh tarik?"
"Naaaaaaaaaaaak!"
Situation #3
"You love your shoes more than me?"
"Aaaa..."
"Fine."
"Haih."
Situation #4
"You love your mug more than me?"
"Of course not. Don't start, K Ili."
Situation #5
"I'm bored. Tell me stories."
"I'm sick. You tell me."
"No..... Tell me stories."
"What stories?"
"Yay! Hm, cerita pasal muqadimmah fi zilalil quran?"
Situation #6
She recited Surah ad-Dhuha and al-Insyirah together with translation just for me and I shed tears. Aw Asked her for a hug. It was overwhelming for no reason and I broke down! "I don't know why I'm crying!" Troll!
And yesterday, before usrah, Nabila was like,
"Bestnya awak manja dengan kakak-kakak."
:)
I hope being manja and dimanjakan won't give harm to anyone, insyaAllah.
All praise be to Allah for the wonderful sisters ♥
Situation #1
"Tak payah belajar. This 5th you must go to Tower Bridge with me."
"What? Pardon?!"
"We go to..."
"No, before that!"
"Tak payah belajar?"
"Wait, wait. Say it again. Nak record."
"Tak payah. I'll say it every day."
"Haha! Miracle!"
Situation #2
"Sumaiyah, do you want teh tarik?"
"Naaaaaaaaaaaak!"
Situation #3
"You love your shoes more than me?"
"Aaaa..."
"Fine."
"Haih."
Situation #4
"You love your mug more than me?"
"Of course not. Don't start, K Ili."
Situation #5
"I'm bored. Tell me stories."
"I'm sick. You tell me."
"No..... Tell me stories."
"What stories?"
"Yay! Hm, cerita pasal muqadimmah fi zilalil quran?"
Situation #6
She recited Surah ad-Dhuha and al-Insyirah together with translation just for me and I shed tears. Aw Asked her for a hug. It was overwhelming for no reason and I broke down! "I don't know why I'm crying!" Troll!
And yesterday, before usrah, Nabila was like,
"Bestnya awak manja dengan kakak-kakak."
:)
I hope being manja and dimanjakan won't give harm to anyone, insyaAllah.
All praise be to Allah for the wonderful sisters ♥
There is a reason.
"Dan jadikanlah dirimu sentiasa berdamping rapat dengan orang-orang yang beribadat kepada Tuhan mereka pada waktu pagi dan petang, yang mengharapkan keredaan Allah semata-mata; dan janganlah engkau memalingkan pandanganmu daripada mereka hanya kerana engkau mahukan kesenangan hidup di dunia; dan janganlah engkau mematuhi orang yang Kami ketahui hatinya lalai daripada mengingati dan mematuhi pengajaran Kami di dalam Al-Quran, serta ia menurut hawa nafsunya, dan tingkah-lakunya pula adalah melampaui kebenaran." [Al-Qur'an 18:28]
There's a reason I got 4As in A-Levels tho I wasn't that smart.
There's a reason I got my firm choice, and here I am in London.
There's a reason I sent my university application a few days before the deadline.
There's a reason I didn't get to stay at hall and be Cherrie's roommate.
There's a reason I have to travel for 30 minutes by tube to my university.
And those reasons are from God.
I met those people who remind me of Him, constantly.
I have my first ever naqibah, my own usrah group and usrahmates. (Usrah Abu Dzar, that's us!)
I started praying 'berjemaah'. And I just love it and always want to do it.
I feel more alive.
I feel like a slave.
Believe me
"Ustaz saya pernah berpesan : Bila Allah dah mudahkan kita ke arah kebaikan (ie beramal dgn sesuatu amalan atau dipermudahkan untuk memahami Islam), kita kena bersyukur dgn terus beramal. Sekali kita merasa malas lantas meninggalkan kurniaan yg dipermudahkan Allah itu, susahlah kita utk mencapai ke tahap yg sama di masa hadapan. ~believe me~"
Posted by a friend on Facebook.
I believe you, my friend.
'Cause this is what I'm struggling to do.
To keep the 'hidayah' very, very close to me and not let it fade away.
'Cause once it's gone, you'll never know if it's going to come back.
Ya Salam.
P/s: Dah sebulan tak berbulatan gembira. Rindu! 4pm today :)
Second duvet talk in two days. Three hours of talking, sharing stuffs, the other person tryna 'korek' stories out of you. Accidentally 'dropped' two tears and she panicked. I told things I've never told anyone before. Slowly began to learn to open up to others. I have trust in her. Taaruf, tafahum, takaful. We're starting from scratch. And we're doing this just for the sake of getting to the 'ukhuwah fillah' stage. The feeling of realising the other party 'berukhuwah' just because of Allah is... Amazing. Subhanallah.
Sick for two days now and she's been the one looking after me. A bit 'merajuk' because I bought the same shampoo as hers but was overly excited that my scalp was clean. Spent the next 15 mins playing with my hair and sharing some beauty tips. Ha ha I totally enjoyed the sister-bonding time :)
P/s: Thought we're better off staying away from each other but God knows best, eh.
Sick for two days now and she's been the one looking after me. A bit 'merajuk' because I bought the same shampoo as hers but was overly excited that my scalp was clean. Spent the next 15 mins playing with my hair and sharing some beauty tips. Ha ha I totally enjoyed the sister-bonding time :)
P/s: Thought we're better off staying away from each other but God knows best, eh.
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